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Tue May 8, 2018, 4:05 PM

1. Your first OC ever?
My first oc... was a guy named Scott.... but he's... not the same anymore... bye Scott. 

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?
Nope!! I love them all super duper much!!! But I mostly think about Zander, Caiden and Emmet ngl!!

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?
I have!!! Some I have implemented into the stories of my other characters, but others I have to just draw for fun, or waiting for a moment where I can include them!!

4. A character you rarely talk about?
I rarely talk about ANY of my ocs kjlhjghjfhdgjhkkgjf SORRY YALL I just never know where to start, theres so much to say and I want to do them justice!!

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?
Probably Caiden, but ngl theyre all very personal to me so idk if I'd want that at all!!

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?
idk tbh lmao.... call me out i dare you

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?
PRETTY MUCH FUCKNING ALL OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!
I do RP a lot w my best friend, we talk abt our ocs all the time hkgjfhjhkjl but I'm rly shy with rping w ppl i dont know, and dont got any specific oc dedicated to rping!!

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?
N... no.... none of my serious ones no. 

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?
all my ocs are simple af looking KJLHGFDSFGFHGJHK SHUT UP. Luria probably got the most detailed design thanks to her poncho, or Rakel cause BONES and FEATHERS
LURIA : Dreawriter by R0BUTTRakel skeleton by R0BUTT

11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”?
ZAN ZAN ZAN ZAN ZAN ZAN ZAN ZAN ZAN
Skarmavbild 2018-05-09 kl. 00.13.16 by R0BUTT
(sneak peek at a wip that I will finish in the near future!!! Zan is blonde for a while and I call it the Capri Zan because he looks like the SUN and thats his fav drink jlkhgjfhdh)

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lot
A L L  of my best friends ocs LIKE RLY ALL OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love u Eggbutts 

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?
I guess so yeah!!! 
Cas is a troublemaker cause he's feisty and picks fights w ppl nbvcfgjhkhj
Skarmavbild 2018-05-09 kl. 00.58.00 by R0BUTT
Emmet is technically not a troubleMAKER, but he ends up in lots of trouble thanks to his best friend who def is out for trouble jlhkgfhghjlhgjfh
Emmet... by R0BUTT
Catalina Javier and Manu are WAAYYY beyond the term "troublemakers" theyre more like.... fucking criminals HKJGFDHGJHK OOPS
MR. FEAR by R0BUTTI see what's mine and take it by R0BUTT (javier has no face!!!)

14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory
Zander probably has the saddest backstory tbh... smthn I'll get into another day!!!
17204262 402890913411607 346030897 N by R0BUTT(small zan and his DAD)

15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?
I LOVE TO but I'm shy and I'm super sensitive abt them, I really don't like when ppl joke abt them while I tell ppl abt them, I only appreciate that from friends who actually know and understand who my ocs are and how much they mean to me!! so im v careful w that stuff!!

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?
Emmet because he's actually interested in that subject LMAO

17. Any OC OTPs?
so many dude. sooooo many. AND THIS ISN'T EVEN ALL OF THEM I just draw my ocs interacting so rarely and thats mY FAULT!!!!
Scene by R0BUTTanother dumb doodle by R0BUTTSMOOCHIN by R0BUTT17197699 402273193473379 718218164 N by R0BUTTSkarmavbild 2018-01-06 kl. 23.01.00 by R0BUTT16444184 383226852044680 1576601371 O by R0BUTTYchsunlightr By Zebrathighs-db785y0 by R0BUTT(supercute comm made by Zeb6y CHECK THEM OUT PLEASE OMG)

18. Any OC crackships?
Only lowkey, I once made a joke that my bro-dude oc Dave had a crush on Zander, his best friend, but it became a Thing™ and now it's just so fkn sad i cried so much abt that yesterday WEEPS. I actually drew him for the first time ever yesterday too even if he's like, 4 or 5 years old OMFG
Skarmavbild 2018-05-09 kl. 00.10.54 by R0BUTT

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)
A L L  of them!!!!!!!!! FUCK U!!!!!!!

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?
Yeah!!! Cas has a career in music and plays a whole fuckload of instruments and sings beautifully!! Zan has an interest in music too but more on a theatrical level!!! Likes to dance, but likes to sing too!!!

21. Your most artistic OC
Cas probably.... but he... only draws... buff men.. he gay
Tbh thats a lie, Guillermo goes to art school and likes art a lot so JHKGFGDHGJHKJL
Lights on, Lights off by R0BUTT

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how?
Cas is SUPER DUPER mischaracterized!!!!!!! People really like to think he's a bottom bitch uke or something and it pisses me off. Ppl also like to think that he's really emo I think, which is true to some degree, but he's actually a VERY fiery person with lots of confidence and humor, he's bitter and easy to anger and fucking lovely. I LOVE MY BOY!!!!
Cassy by R0BUTT

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?
Lmao..... Rune... we do not talk about what Rune USED to be. next.

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?
Zan because he always needs a hug. and guess what? SO DO I BIH

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)
I mean, all my ocs got SOME part of me in them, but idk which one resembles me the most tbh.... I'll ask my friend abt that sometime!!!!

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will?
NOPE!!! It's always been my decision!!! At least from what I remember!!!

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song?
YAH!!!!! YAH YAH YAH but all of them are so I can't just list them LMAO but more like, i make an oc and then over time songs help me develop them!!!
But I can say that Askel and Rakel were based off a LOT of songs of The Oh Hellos!!!
Askel by R0BUTT

28. Your most dangerous OC?
C A T A L I N A 
Lone Digger by R0BUTT (old art ew)

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?
Guillermo because thats basically the plot of his story KLJHGFDSFGFHGJHKJKGJFHDSFHGJ
Guillermo { Cover } by R0BUTT

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?
Claire I think because she's so fkn soft and cute but also cool and awesome
Skarmavbild 2018-05-05 kl. 22.50.45 by R0BUTT

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)
THIS ONE IS SO BORING OMFG SKIP 

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?
Cas because he's dumb and overly confident n also very expressive n sassy and it would be an AWESOME game that I would love to play. Horror/comdey mix
or romance if u will
halloween doodle by R0BUTT

33. Your shyest OC?
Rallie...... he's my shy bland boy. Love him. 
Rallie by R0BUTT

34. Do you have any twin characters?
Nope but I WISH I DID!!!!!!!!!

35. Any sibling characters?
A lot tbh!!! Emmet has a sister named Ernesta, and Claire, Rallie and Dennis are all siblings!!!

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?
my best friend could kill me if she wanted to. 

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human
Dragon dood by R0BUTT hmmmm

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?
I've got 3 candidates... Zan dances well, and it got that hot vibe especially when he a bit drunk if u know what i mean wink wink 
Emmet knows how to dance because he was taught and boi he got LOOKS so mmm hm def. 
Last one is Tine, I barely ever draw him or think abt him but he is a professional dancer and I LOVE HIM!!!! so ima just have to go w him jlhkgfdgj
Courage by R0BUTTVague by R0BUTT

39. Introduce any character you want
17198064 402260093474689 2121292194 N by R0BUTTThis is pizza they wanna fuck dentists and hates sparkling water


40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!
i think about my characters every single day of my entire life. thats all.

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)
omg yeah,,, I'm so shook,,,, I fkn love yall I AM CRY SO MUCH BIG TIME I think yall would kill me if i posted links to the art here tho cause most of it is old and i dont wanna torture you BUT I GOT A FOLDER !!!!!!!!!!! LOOK HERE PLEASE 

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods?
omg... Emmet.... cause theyre hot and gay and drama
Skarmavbild 2017-04-12 kl. 01.51.49 by R0BUTT

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confess
I love DORKY characters SO MUCH theyre all just biiiig goofs omfg...... i also always make stories (w my friend kjhkgf) where two ppl r happy, then sad, and then end up HAPPY in the end!!! cause I hate sad endings!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also 70% of my characters have black hair OOPS

44. Something you like about your OCs in general
Theyre all gay and cute

45. A character you no longer use?
I mean, i kind of use all my ocs????? more or less???? but Scott.... we do not speak of Scott.

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?
Nope!! 

47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child?
Oh yeah, all the fkn time ljhkgjfhdghgjhkjlhgjfhdjghkjlhgkjf LMAAOOO SO OFTEN

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure
Z A N
17740993 1520558764620801 1221761930 N by R0BUTT

49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes
Cas lmfao NERD
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50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want
the..the..yre.... g...GAY.



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STARDEW VALLEY MULTIPLAYER BETA

Wed May 2, 2018, 11:08 AM
AAAAAAAA i got the beta version of stardew valley with multiplayer CO-OP!!! I would LOOOOVEEEEEE to play with people!!!! ::''000

This is how to get it, it's really easy!!
"Right now, the beta is only available to Steam users, with GOG users also getting access in a few days. Anyone who wants to participate in the Steam beta needs to opt in by right-clicking the game in their library and selecting “Properties,” then “Betas.” Type the password “jumpingjunimos” into the text box, then click “Check Code.” If you’ve done that correctly, you can select the “beta” option from the drop-down box and Steam will start downloading the update. But, Chucklefish points out that it is a beta, and “Stardew Valley” players might want to backup their save files and remove incompatible mods before installing the update or risk losing their farms."

If you want to join a farm I've made or want me to join a farm of yours LET ME KNOW OMG I can have 3 ppl at my farm at most so !!!!!!!!! omg im so exciteeeeeeedddddddd!!!!!


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I was really depressed once

Sat Apr 21, 2018, 5:04 AM
I rarely post things like these, since they are incredibly personal and the subject is so heavy, but I think it could be a good thing to talk about it anyway!

Depression and Suicide and Self Harm will be heavily discussed here so please don't read it if it upsets you too much, but this isn't a story with a sad ending! 

When I was 15, I was really depressed. I've had many depressive periods in my life, but this one is by far the worst one I've had, and hopefully I'll never have something as bad as it. 
I didn't know the reason why at the time, but now I know why I was. 

My elder sister has downs syndrome, and she is a wonderful sister. I love her a lot. But naturally she needed a lot more attention from my parents than I did. She needed aid that I didn't, and needed patient that I didn't. She just needed my parents more than I did, which is natural. 
But that caused me to feel incredibly neglected. There was no room for me to speak, or to take care of myself. I felt unheard and unseen. 
Above all, my sister was already such a big problem, there just wasn't room for me to be one. 
As soon as I was difficult, I felt so bad. I was just a bother to everyone around me. I had to just bottle everything up. It was also around this time that I started to figure out my sexuality and gender, and I hated myself greatly.

But I could only do so much for so long. I fell behind in school, I distanced myself from my friends, and I holed myself up in my room whenever I could. I didn't want anyone to find out what a horrible person I was. I was often home from school.
It became so bad that I walked around with tears in my eyes constantly. I was always crying. 
I wanted to stop existing so badly, that I started to think about suicide. 

I walked by a road with heavy traffic every day on my way to school, and when a car passed I would think "if I jump... NOW... the car would hit me and kill me." 
I walked out deep into the forests and thought "No one would find me here if I died here."
I would look at our cabinet with pills and think to myself "If I eat ALL of these pills at once, I'll surely die." 

I didn't care about my body at all. I would stop eating, and then eat great amounts of food, simultaneously. I would scratch at my skin so much it bled. I would shower in water so hot it almost burnt my skin.

People knew I was depressed. People know, and they care. My parents tried everything to get me to tell them what was wrong, but I couldn't say. My friends didn't know what to do, when I constantly walked away from them, but they cared about me. But what saved me was probably the strangers who for some reason seemed to care. 

Once when I was waiting for class, I was crying and was just so broken. When the teacher came there and saw my face full of tears, he smiled to me. It was such a small thing, but even though I was so broken and so full of darkness, he saw me, and still found it in himself to give me a smile. 
Once, I dont even know how, I ended up in the nurses office and got to sit in a room meant for people to rest in. She asked me if I was hungry, and if she should fetch me a sandwich. I cried then, cause that meant so much to me. Someone out there wondered if I was hungry, and wanted to bring me food. 

I came out to a friend in my class, and told her I was gay. She didn't mind at all. She still liked me. 
My best friend would often text me, and she would tell me every night that she loved me. I would cry, thinking abt how she would feel if i one day didnt respond to her goodnight message. If I never answered her messages ever again. 

Not killing myself is the best thing I've ever done. 
I still struggle with depression from time to time, but being alive is something I don't want to let go. It's the small things that makes it good. 

I love how spring feels after winter. How all the colors and smells and warmth comes back. 
I love going out to eat with my friends and talk about things. Not just good things, but bad things too. 
I love drawing and making art, and not caring if it looks good or not
I love hearing my dad play guitar downstairs in the evenings
I love when my friends who I don't see very often text me to vent about how school sucks
I love waiting for the bus 
I love looking at the things I made when I was a kid
I love being home alone and have the TV on even if I'm not looking
I love to nap and listen to music and skip homework 

And it's all those small things that makes life nice. Some are pointless, and that's nice, too! Not everything has a point, not everything is meant to be big and vast. And just holding on to those small things make it easier. 

I just wanted to share my experience with you guys<3


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NEWS ABT COMMISSIONS

Sun Apr 15, 2018, 3:52 PM
HEWWO !!!

I've got about 2 months left of school, and then I'm fUCKENING free from all this crap forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!
Before then I have a mILLION things to do, and since I'm a procrastinating bich, I'm mega stressed right now!!! So I'm unable to open comms or YCH atm ::CC
ANYHOOOO, as soon as school is over I'll probably open comms!!! (Maybe not immediately cause I want to celebrate my freedom before jumping into work)

I END SCHOOL THE 8TH OF JUNE!!!
So if you're looking into getting a comm from me, look out for them around that time!!

All money that I make will go to my savings account for when I move out, and all of it will go to necessities like food and other essentials, so you'd be helping me out a great deal by commissioning me!!<33

COOL INFO IF UR INTERESTED!
If you want to be notified when I open my comms, just let me know!! I'll add your username to the commission journal so you'll get a mention as soon as I post it!!
(Even if you don't know if you'll be able to buy anything, I don't mind! If u want to be added, I'll add you!<3)

If you want to see what I have to offer, you can look at the draft of my comm journal right now! I change the prizes every now and then so it kind of fluctuate, but maybe it'll give you an idea of what you'd like from me!!<3
COMMISSIONS CLOSED {WIP}


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I'm going to partake in a ZINE for the first time ever!!!!! And it's Voltron themed!!

I'm tbh rly happy about being accepted into it, and SHOOK cause 1) I know nothing about Voltron except than that Lance is cute af LHKGJFHDHGJHKJKGFJ AND 2) I've never been in a zine before i am FRESH MEAT and 3) the odds of getting in weren't the best but YALL I PULLED THROUGH

THIS IS BITCH IS QUALIFIED

So that's kind of exciting, and I don't need to feel stressed cause it'll take like, a few months to finish (which is my usual it would seem //weeps) 
I hope to meet some nice people and make some rad art that I wont be ashamed of seeing in printed form WEEPS I'M SO STRESSED but I'm confident it'll be really cooooool!!!

JUST WANTED TO SHARE W YALL!!! CAUSE I'M HAPPY ABOUT IIIIIT

I did apply for another zine as well, but idk if i'll get in im so stressed if i wrote the right email even jlhkgfh, so i'll tell yall about that if I get in.... a lil clue tho; it's revolving around a very calming and magical anime~ shhh



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Something I'm thinking about!

Wed Mar 28, 2018, 2:41 PM
I just wanted to talk about this, since it's on my mind a lot when I'm interacting with people online!!

As you may have noticed if you frequently comment on my art or similar, that sometimes it takes AGES for me to reply or acknowledge your comment/reply! That's because it is emotionally exhausting for me to keep up a cheery peppy attitude constantly. It's most likely not because I disliked your comment or deemed it boring or something, I just want my joy to come through properly, even if I'm just saying thanks!

And so I wait for those moments where I feel able to reply with the joy that I actually feel! Same goes for when people interact with me on ex discord. I'm sure many of you who have spoken to me there notice that when you message me for the first time, I am happy and cheery etc! But the next time you do, I'm suddenly seemingly unenthusiastic, compared to last time. That's not because of you! That's because I'm emotionally exhausted! 

I don't write to people the same way in private as here publicly, where my "profile" is a happy cheery person! And I'm sure MANY people can relate! The reason that is in my case, is because I want DA to be a healthy place for me to interact with people, and not a place to vent and be negative (though that happens sometimes too! I just don't want it to be the main focus on my account!) And so I want to surround myself with happy people, too! And if one person is happy, it's usually contagious! 

But if you know me well, you know I don't type like that normally. I'm kind of curt, I keymash a lot (asfdgfhjh) and repeat myself often with one word replies (omg, lmao, geez etc). And it is not out of boredom or dislike for the person I'm talking to! It's because it's just much easier for me to type this way and still communicate with people. My closest friends irl probably knows this the best, that sometimes I have moments where I type very cheery-like, but most of the time it comes off very flat. 

So what I'm trying to say is, if I've discouraged you from talking to me in DMs on ex. discord
(Otto🌱#4884), because of my flat responses or repeated one word replies, it's not because you're boring me or smthn!!!! (Though I'm probably boring you jkHGFDSFHGJHJFDHJ) 

I just wanted it to be said, because I do notice that people often message me a second time, but rarely a third! 
(Also I'm not a person who.... LIKES random conversation starters,,, like "omg dude i totally just ate a whole can of corn and my teacher did a backflip" cause I REALLY don't know how to respond to that!!! same as stuff like "wyd" cause i'm probably not doing anything interesting at all!!!! If you want to talk with me, what I've found to be like, good or whatever, is if the topic is art related, or character related (not necessarily MY ocs geez) or school related!!!!<333) 


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WEEPS

Thu Mar 15, 2018, 2:07 PM
THANK U GUYS SO MUCH FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES T_T<333 YALL KEPT ME GOIN TODAY, I'LL GET TO EACH OF YOU AS SOON AS I CAN<33333 it seriously make me so happy i turned notifications on  on my phone just to get the buzz from when you guys commented a happy wish for me, it really warmed my heart to read the messages<3333

I get a bit sensitive and mention dark stuff below (vent) so don't read further if u don't want any of that or if you struggle w mental health urself!!!!<3333
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It's been a REAL tough few weeks/months for me, all winter tbh, I've been stressed out of my mind and picked up bad habits and behaviours that I used to have in dark times, and boy I'm kind of scared of what direction my mental health is going, and today was especially rough for some reason (it's sad cause hkgjfhk birthday and all)

Like I've started to dissociate again, I used to get into that state a lot in the past but it's back now :C I hate when it happens and I just feel so empty and pointless, and at the same time so sad and miserable, and i cant function at all... i've also started to pick up on some self harm behaviours, THO DON'T PANIC it's not Big Harmful things, it's small stuff like.... too hot / too cold water, scratching on my neck, pulling at my lips and stuff like that, nothing that's causing me big pain or hurt but,,, self harm none the less. All sorts of behaviours that I used to have when i was depressed or similar, and I really don't want to get back into that stuff!!!!

School is just SUUUCH a bitch, and I hate being there to my very core, I'm only there for my friends but even that has become hard for me... Like, I'm all smiley and jokey and stuff for my friends sake, but as soon as I'm away from their sight it's like I just falter and lose all the energy I had... and it's really getting to me to have to pretend to be happy... it's hard to not mention how tired i am every 2 seconds as well sdfgfhjhk 

I'm just worried for my health and I'm trying to sort things out and break the habits i have... i know im stressed because of school, and i constantly have to remind myself that it's nothing wrong with ME, it's just school being a fucking bitch, and that ive gone through this before and I will do it many times over again if i need to. I already know that life is worth living, I've already been at my all point lowest that I couldnt go any lower from, and if I went thru that I can go thru anything. If it's something I've learnt, is that life is great and it's worth the times that are like this, cause better times will come again. Spring will be here soon, and then summer, and then I'll never ever EVER go back to school as I know it!!!!

Stay strong you guys<3333 Happy birthday<333

 Birthday Cake 



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Thank you

Sun Mar 11, 2018, 2:20 PM
My 3 years of doing art in school, and now looking into art schools, have made me feel very sad and like I don't belong anywhere with my art and as an artist.
People keep telling me how I SHOULD do, or what I SHOULD change into, and have told me that my art hasn't been good for what it is. I've always felt like everyone wanted my art to be something else, and that I should change it, when I myself have been content with what I create. 

My teachers have criticized me and said that I need to change, because of anime and cartoony influences, and wanted me to stylize my art in different ways that haven't been of my taste. They've told me that my art is flat and boring, and that i need to break the borders that I've set up for myself. Advice that I would've appreciated, if they didn't behave the way they did. Their tones have been degrading, even when praising me, and I don't even feel comfortable showing them my art any more. Their advice have felt biased and reducing.

And when I look all around me, I feel like my art isn't worth anything. My art isn't engaging enough, my art isn't saying enough, my art isn't this and isn't that. It's too pretty, too boring, too flat, not realistic enough, not simplified enough. And it has really gotten to me, and made me wonder, if I should try to force my art to be weirder? Vaguer? Angrier? Should I try to fit in to the aesthetic that'll please the people around me? Ultimately, at some point, I've felt like my art is pointless.
How do I overcome the loneliness I feel, that I don't fit in anywhere, that I don't belong? 

I figured, that I don't need to.
I've never made art to please anyone but myself. I've made art that I like, of things that I like, things that I feel, that I experience, and it has made me happy. 
That I value aesthetic doesn't make me less of an artist. That I draw pretty things doesn't make me less of an artist. That I have interests that influence my art doesn't make me less of an artist. 
I want to grow and become something new. I want to welcome change. But I don't want to force it. I don't want to pretend to be something that I'm not for the sake of fuck all. 

The fact that you guys look at my art, fav it, talk to me about it, even SHARE it, makes me feel so much less lonely. 
You're all very patient and kind to me, and your support has brought me as far as I am today, and I wouldn't have continued the way I did without you.

Thank you for that. 


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efgjhkjl

Thu Feb 22, 2018, 2:10 PM
I would sincerely love for my ocs to have like, interactions with other peoples ocs, I'm just so GOTHAMN shy about it and I'm super protective over my characters... When Will I Learn To Let Them Go 

It's just such a neat concept that I'm hesitant to do, mostly because of what people have done w my characters in the past probably, but man....


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commissions sneak peek

Mon Feb 19, 2018, 8:51 AM
A LOT of people wanted to see a sneak peek on the commission prizes and options!

For those who are curios can take a look in the stash journal below! :3
COMMISSIONS CLOSED {WIP}

Note that they are CLOSED!!! And that there might be more options and that the prizes might change a little bit when I open them!!!
Maybe not all commission types will be open, but some of them!! :0

If you have any questions about anything, just comment and I'll try to answer any questions u might have!!



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I'm gay (vlog???)

Wed Feb 14, 2018, 7:12 AM

It's valentines day so here's me talking about my gay problems !!!!!!! Enjoy


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PING LIST

Tue Jan 23, 2018, 12:55 AM
A few people wanted to get pinged when I post the new commission sheet so !!! 
If you want me to tag you in the journal so you'll be notified when I post the commissions, just comment and say you'd like to be notified!! :0


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if i never replied,

Mon Jan 22, 2018, 8:41 AM
If you sent me a note or a comment or anything and I never replied to it, I'M SORRY!!! :'0

I never mean to ignore anyone, but there are a lot of messages that pass me by in a day and sometimes I THINK I responded, even though I haven't, or I just forget about the message!
I never mean to make anyone feel hurt or ignored! I'm rly sorry if I ever made anyone feel that way!

You can always double message me, or triple if you want! I don't mind much at all! And please don't feel bad if I don't respond right away n stuff, there's always a lot on my mind and I'm kinda bad at keeping in touch!</3

Thank you for reading!<3


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Thoughts about money for the future

Sun Jan 21, 2018, 5:34 AM
Ok so, since I'm going to hopefully get into art school in the future, I'll need money to pay for the cost of living there as well as the like, base amount of money to go there

My parents are angels, they said they won't mind paying for the rent and the base money stuff, but I need pocketmoney to buy food and other stuff necessary for living, and I don't want them to have to pay for EVERYTHING, I would just feel bad...

So I'm gonna bust my ass tryna earn some money! Hopefully I'll get a job this summer that I can keep busy with and earn money, but this means that I might open commissions or make adopts etc !!! 

This will definitely be one of the hardest months for me, so much school stuff, so many art assignments, gotta make a portfolio, gotta find a job,,, WHEEZES!!!
But it's ok. I know I can do it!!<33

Thank you for reading!! Means a lot!!<333




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dddiscord chat??

Mon Jan 8, 2018, 10:16 AM
Hi guys I'm super shy but I made a discord server and I'd love to talk w yall n c u guys art n stuff
discord.gg/6tgKuxA
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I had one in the past but im making a new one cause !!!! I dunno jlhkgjfhdghgj 


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Got any leftover adopts?

Fri Jan 5, 2018, 8:04 AM
Have you got adopts that haven't been bought yet? Comment them down below!
I'm sadly rly picky when buying adopts, but I'd love to check them out anyway!!! :0c 

I got a looooot of points that I need to use so jlhkgfjhkjhkjl 



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Thu Jan 4, 2018, 1:05 PM
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If you read this, thank you. This person sums up pretty much everything I dislike/hate about yaoi. peace sign with stars emoji 


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it's tag time.

Wed Dec 27, 2017, 3:16 PM
AFTER 796857463 YEARS..... I DECIDE TO WRITE OUT THEM TAGS........
Sorry guys that I rarely do em, I always want to!! But then I forget<////3 THO NOT THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS WILL B A MESS BUT !!! ENJOY!!!!!

(I wont b tagging anyone in this post, theres... too many ppl to tag... sorry guys.... ::''(((( fuck the rulez )



RULES:
  1. You have to post ALL the rules.
  1. Answer 12 questions that you have been asked then create twelve more questions for the others that you tagged to answer.
  1. Choose 12 people.
  1. Legitimately tag these 12 people.
  1. You can't say you don't do tags. 
  1. Tag backs are ALLOWED.

TAGGED BY hamusson !!!!!

QUESTIONS:
1. What's the story/meaning behind your username?
I saw a funny picture of a butt once lhjkgjfhdgshfjg and I love robots a lot!!!!! so I changed my name to r0butt jhgkl

2. Do you have any plans or new year's resolutions for 2018?
To stay as happy as i can and try to think if every action i make is out of kindness for the people around me and myself!! Kindness is powerful!!

3. What was the very first original character you ever made? Can you tell us a bit about it?
Gosh I made my first characters when i was like, 10 or smthn hjkgjfjhk I don't remember them,, my first character that I still use and remember is Zander!!! I tbh made him being inspired by a webcomic, Transfusions it's called!! Tho Zander is far from being alike any of those characters, and hardly were back then either, but the comic sparked an interest!! :3c

4. Do you have an own story in mind that you'd like to make happen someday? Or you just think about it for fun's sake? If you could share your idea with the world, what kind of medium would you use? (it can be novel, comic, live action, animated series, etc)
I would LOVE to!! I have made attempts to make comics out of the stories I've got, but I just dont think I was meant to be a comic artist in the first place hjlgjfhdgjhk, I'm more of an illustrator kinda person I guess~ Tho I've always been into writing!!! And I'm trying to write down my story for Guillermo! Though my writing has kind of gotten worse over the years, I'm mixing swedish and english WAY too much to feel able to make anything understandable jhlkgjfjhk... I also want it to be good and convey the correct things, so I got a lot of work ahead of me~

5. What do you usually eat for breakfast? If you don't eat breakfast, describe your average lunch or dinner.
I don't eat breakfast super often, but sometimes I have periods where i love eating in the morning! It's usually a special kind of hard sandwich and some tea with milk in it! I don't know what the kind of bread is called in english, but in swedish it's called "Knäckebröd", which basically means "cracking bread"! It's really hard and breaks when u bite it hjkgjkhljkg, I love it!!

6. What's your zodiac sign? If you ever read a description about it, you think it fits you well, or it's absolutely wrong/too random? 
I'm pisces!! Some things suit me sort of, but my friend (who is crazy about zodiac signs jhgkjl) agrees with me that most of my personality traits suit aries and aquarius suit me more, and all the moon, sun and venus etc are all aries and aquarius so jhkgjfhdgjhk

7. Is there any kind of conspiracy theory you believe in?
That there's life beyond earth!! Yeah!!!! is that a conspiracy theory?? 

8. What would your ideal home look like? Do you think you'll be able to make it reality someday?
As long as it's cozy and gentle and the environment allows me to relax and also gives me access to stores and stuff, I'll happily live anywhere!! But I love plants, and I want a separate room where I can work on art!!<3

9. What's the most useless thing you ever bought?
Erasers. I never use em jhgjfjkhl

10. If you would discover a new planet or a yet unknown place on Earth, how would you name it?
Probably I would name it after my mom or dad!! Or maybe my sis!!

11. If you were the ruler of a kingdom, what kind of leader you'd be?
GOSH HJKGJFHJHKJL I'm actually playing a (very basic) game where u have to constantly try to manage everyones needs and supplies and stuff, and I want everyone to be as happy as possible!! Out of 100 "happiness", I want everyone to be above 85, otherwise I needa fix it!!! It serves no purpose to keep your people happy as far as I know, but!!! I want them to b happi!!! So I'd probably be the irl!!

12. What five traits would you list to give an impression of your personality?
Gosh,, Idk,,,, uh.... Chill.... afraid of conflict.... angery when needed.... soft n round.... and easy to hurt!! (bonus: very gay)

Thank you for tagging me hamusson!!! Those are lovely questions you came up with!!!!!



Another 12 questions from Arthatter !!!

My questions are here:
1. Favorite type of music? 
OH!! I always say Eden when people ask what music I like!! I love everything he makes! but I also like other music, and it differs a lot!! I cant name any ppl off the top of my head cause it's late n im sleepy hjlkgjfkhl

2. Blueberries or blackberries??
MMMM I love both,, I think ima say blackberries tho, they remind me of walks i used to walk in the summers in the forest nearby and along the road I would stop and eat the blackberries... I need to go that route again, It's so beautiful!!

3. How much does it annoy you if people don't use capital letters?
Not at all! I do it myself a lot!!

4. Your general opinion about reading books?
A great concept!!!!! That I rarely give myself time to do :C 

5. What do you like most about digital art?
The freedom of it! No boundaries anywhere!!!! And you can do so many different things!!!!

6. Do you like Sherlock and if you do then who is your fave character??
I do not like Sherlock jhgkl if it's the series w bennedict ur talking about?? Then no lhkgjf i never enjoyed it, it was just absurd imo jhkgj sorry

7. Do you work out or do some sort of physical exercises regularly?
I go on walks often! I also finally got some weights for christmas so I can work them arms baby

8. How many languages do you speak?
I talk both english and swedish all the fkn time, it's bbecome a blur for me!!!! I also know a little spanish, but not much at all

9. Documentaries? Yes/No?
Depends on what!! But I often like looking at them when they air on TV!! Especially nature ones!!

10. Favorite food??
I love chicken!! And salad!! And fruit!! And fish!!! 

11. Do you like white chocolate?
white chocolate confuses me more than anything?? It's not chocolate, right?? Theres no cocoa in it?? so,,,, what is it,,, i dont trust it. 

12. Why do people create these tag thingies? xD
IT'S FUN TO READ!! C: i love reading them when ppl tag me in them and read what they answer! Feels like im getting to know them a lot more!!

Thank u Arthatter !! These questions were cute hgjfhhjkgfjfghk




ANOTHER 12 Q'S ONE FROM periheilion !!! IDK IF I ANSWERED THEM IN THE PAST OR NAH BUT !!!!

My Questions:
1. Do you watch YT videos to sleep?
NOPE! But I watch them right before i sleep hkgfhjg

2. On a scale of 1-10 how bitter are you?
I used to be... SOOOO bitter... but I'm trying to not be as bitter anymore!! (TTHo still... bitter.. khgjfhjhk)

3. What's your favourite food?
OK I HAVE TO MAKE UP MY MIND....... chicken w salad.

4. What trend do you find stupid?
There are sooo many trends that I'm :/ about but i cant think of any off the top of my head that i'm THAT annoyed by jkhgjfhjgk

5. What are your opinions on pasta?
God... I used to boil pasta at 2 am... it was my comfort food... still love pasta tho, my friend gave me makaronis shaped in dicks once hjkgfjhkjlkgjf

lil mama and the... black one hlkgjfhdj

7. Storks featured an interracial couple, a gay/lesbian couple, and a single mom.
Heck they sure fkn did, didnt they

8. Do you feel upset question 7 isn't a question?
No I feel... oddly content with your statement, thank you

9. Are you sick of these questions?
I'm still alive boi

10. Are "Is Your SO a Cheater" pranks immoral?
I've never heard of em but like,,, pranks,, not good

11. Are you excited for 2017?
oh boy was i tagged in this that long ago.. sorry bro..... im stoked for the last few days thats left of it!!

12. Should I get prata for dinner?
I don't know what prata is but knowing what food uve showed me in the past I'm sure it's rly good and you should eat dinner before u go to bed!!!!!!!

thank U periheilion  !!!! CANT BELIEVE IT WAS LIKE A YEAR AGO U TAGGED ME, SO SORRY DOOD,,,, LOV U MAN 




This one is from @MiKe-ArCtUrUs and FeralCity !!! :0c super long ago but hjkgfjjhk IM DOIN ET!!!

=QUESTIONS=

1.what program do you use ?
I use Medibang Paint Pro!! I love it!!

2.do you use a mouse or a stylus ?
I use a drawing tablet! :0

3.what's your favorite video game ?
Gosh,,, I love stardew valley, I have a loooot of hours in that game jhgjfhjgkh so i guess it's my fav!!!

4.do you have a pet ?
I do!!! I got a cat named Snoddas!! It's the name of a treat here in sweden, otherwise called "kärleksmums" (love yummies)

5.your real age 
.. ,,18,, this felt ominous lhgfhdgjhkl

6. well you dont have to answer this but what's your real name?
Otto is kinda my middle name!! Some people call me it irl!<3

7.do you have a facebook account (not page)?
Yep!!! I use it to talk w my friends hjgjfhh, i barely eeever go on the feed lol

8.where do you currently live (country)?
Sure do live in Sweden!!!

9.what is your native language?
Swedish!!

10.favorite genre of music?
Already answered this, but chill stuff mostly!

11.what do you think is my personality based on my drawing ? (pls be honest about this one ;-; )
Well I don't know u at all, but your art is very cute!!! I remember drawing your oc and I rly like your designs!! So I'd guess youre a nice person!!

12.have you ever been in an accident ?
SURE HAVE!!! Not gonna talk about it tho jkhgjfhdgjhkjl

13.can you solve a rubix cube?
maybe if i watched a few youtube videos on how to,, cause I know theres a system, I just dont understand it jhgfhjhkj, but at my current state: NOPE

14.have you ever watched/read porn/yaoi/yuri/hentai on purpose ? pardon me 
If anyone has followed me for over 6 months, u know i goddamn hate yaoi w a passion. idk the fundementals of yuri at all other than small hands kgjfkhljkgj so i cant say i know anything bout yuri, and hentai... we have all seen weird shit on tunglr. that place isnt safe. but never on purpose, no

15.whats your height in inches cus im fucking smol ?
Im smol too i'm a 5,,3 lil binsh


Thanks for tagging me !!! SOrry it took so long hjgfhdgjhk, everything after this point is from ages ago im so sorry ghkjfhjgk




Treblematic tagged me to talk about my oc Guillermo!! I'd love to!!! I rarely get chances to talk about my characters without feeling self absorbed anyway so hjkgjfhdgjhkjkgjfh THANK U!!!

1. Please post these rules!
2. Post 8 facts about your character!
3. Tag 8 other characters, list their names and their creators!
4. Tag-backs are fine!

1. Guillermo has an ... overactive imagination... at least that's what his parents have told him after hearing about the things Guillermo.. sees....
2. His parents suggested that Guillermo go to art school for this very reason, to express himself and his.. imaginative thoughts... in a healthy way!!
3. Guillermo is the only one in his class who actually is good at art and cares about art as a subject at all
4. He gets crushes on EVERYONE but they don't last long at all. 
5. Guillermo makes two friends! Rallie, and Mariam... Mariam is tricky thi
6. He likes to take pictures and paint!!
7. He's sort of quiet around new people, but really shines through when people are kind to him!!

THANK U FOR TAGGING ME Treblematic !!!!<3333



I THINK THAT'S ALL OF EM!!! SORRY IF I MISSED YOUR TAG JKGHJFGHDHJGKHLJGKJF<333333 I LOV GETTING TAGGED IN THESE I JUST... NEVER SIT DOWN N DO EM!!! SORRY!!<3333


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I just cleaned out my skype AF!!!!!
But if anyone want to add me on skype to chat, feel free to do so!!

My username is chirpery, but apparently you can click this link to add me as well! 
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See you!!




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